omg! :)

heyyy yall! :) i havent wrote in here in almost like 2 months or something! wow.. thats a really longgggg time!

hmm my lifes reeealllllyy good! yay.. my boyfriends - wOnDeRfUl - yepp ;) he makes everything better.. no matter what! ahh its good feelin like this!..

Jayden will be 6 months tomar!!!! SHEW! Shes gettin sooooo old on me =( i dont want her to grow up..  Shes sittin up on her own now.. and gettin in to anything she can! shes been really fussy taday! its horrible when shes like this.. she wont let me put her down or anything.. she finally went ta sleep! thankkkkk god!

yeah i don't have anything else to say so toodles :)

* when she wraps her hand around my finger. .

* oh it puts a smile in my heart. .

* everything becomes a little clearer. .

* i realize what life is all about. .

* i've seen the light. .

* in my daughters eyes.

hayyy.... i have a ton of shit on my mind. goshhh so i'll tell u what ive done the past few days first..

Sunday- sat around all day i do believe? Randy wanted me to come up and watch fooootball w/ em but I had ta go to school Monday so i couldnt! =/ blahh thats when school sucks the most! hehe

Monday- hmm school.. then here.. I think i went to Walmart too.. got some new eyeliner cause my old kind runs like crazy.. well guess what the new kind i got runs worse! grr.. ima just go back to Mary Kay cause thats the best! hehe*

Yesterday- school.. it was kinda fun for some reason? lol i dont know why.. its just not boring anymore.. i guess because i dont have a buncha serious classes.. thank god! Just Ross & Robinette.. hmm they kill me though... i have so much crap due in Ms. Ross on Monday and I have the 1st chapter in the book read.. ha ohhh well i'll get it done! and i have a big ass test on 38 friggin terms for Robinette.. lord that sucks huh? looks like i needa get to studyin! ha.. After school I came home and layed around for a while then met Kayla, Lynn, & Ryan at Rite Aid and we went to the game! Logan won! ;)) Woot woot! it was a good game though!.. After the game me, lynn, and kayla ran to kaylas car like big stupid idoits! lol it was funny.. me & kayla had on hills and lynn had on a skirt! lmao.. i got my pants soaked! grr.. hmm came home and was fallin asleep n Randy msg'd me.. He tired callin my cell but I was at the game and didnt have service :( that made me sad cause i miss em n wanna see em :) yulp! hopefully i'll get to later! woo*

Ahh yeah about the a lot of shit on my mind thing... People fuckin piss me the hell off.. Im not even kiddin! Why would you take the time to send someone a message and it not even be true? god that makes me so mad. I wish i knew who it was.. god they would hear it. I think i have an idea but im not sure so oh well i guess i gotta forget about it? lord i was ticked last night. Me & Randy are okay though i guess? We like each other n takin things slow.. no i mean slow.. lol If you dont like it get the hell over it!.. god cant people stay outta my business and let me be happy?

Im findin some icons then cleanin up the house so comment <3

hmmm, im very bored so i'll update :)

Thursday- I went to school n then I think Kayla was here whenever i came home? hmm, yeahh she was! We took like a 3 hour nap and then went and "walked" lmao. . yeah that didnt go too well because we ate before! so we didnt feel like doing anything?! haha.. humm after that we came here n i tanned.. kayla went ta her moms work!

Friday- school til 3rd period. . i left because I wanted.. ha yeah i didnt feel like being there.. so i came home and took a nap!.. Sat around most of the day then I went down town and picked my ring up :)) its very pretty! and my prrrroooommmm dress :) woohoo! I LOVE it.. me kayla & arica decided i needed to lose 7 pounds for it to fit *perfect* yayra! After that I took a shower and got ready.. Randy called me about 6 er something and i went and talked to him for a lil bit came back home and me & kayla went n got Arica.. lemme tell you thats not a fun drive! it takes fooorrrrever! I dont care though cause i love her :)) yay! Well.. mom called and said Jayden didnt have any milk.. so i hada go get her some before the game.. I was already late! blahh.. I got there like the end of 3rd quarter! grrrrr.. oh well! Saw my christopher.. hes my broooother! woo.. Came home n sat here for a min.. then me Kayla & Arica went to Man! They took me ta Randys and went to wendys and other places.. awllll he makes me hap hap happpppyyyyy!forreal ;) yall dont even know!  left there about 1130 er something came home n we talked forever and I fell asleep! yep!

Today- woke up and went to Peebles and Goodys.. then came home n finished gettin ready and went ta Ians party :))) awlll hes beautiful yay! He got a buncha stuff! Amber was there her bellys gettin so big and prettttttyyyyy.. I do miss my belly.. everyone said i would n i was like whatever! but i do! :( Oh well i can hold, kiss, hug.. everything Jaydie now! woo I lovvvvee her! Hmm.. ive been sittin around all day.. I think Kaylas comin up after she gets offa work.. We mayyyy go walkin if she wants.. or somethin! Ima go find some icons now! Comment dolls <3

Bout that time! ;)

My weekend sucked.. I didnt get to do anything because the stupid weather. It sucked so bad.. rain Friday and snow Saturday! ugh! oh well hopefully this weekend will be better! Friday hopefully i go to the game.. n possibly get my hair done n help Ash w/ Ian's party :) BIG 1 Awwll :) hes beautiful! Saturday i'm going to Charleston and hopefully gettin a tattoo.. Dad said no but we'll just have to see what Mother has to say! I don't get it.. he was gonna let me whenever I was 16 but I chicken'd out.. ok n now hes saying no they're nasty? please.. hes tooooo old fashion!.. He don't believe in girls getting tattoos or anything pierced but their ears. Oh trust me I'll have my tounge done on senior week & he'll either like it or get over it! ha* hmm speaking of senior week did I mention in my last post how excited I was? well i ammmmmmmm~! its gonna be awessssssome! yepp! hmm Mayo wants me to stay w/ them.. they need an extra person.. but I think ima stay w/ Kayla & Stace cause that was the plan.. hopefully we can get the same hotel though! :) that'll be great! hmm anyway...

Today was my last day in Geometry :( yeah i'm actually kinda sad. Ima miss Sam & Jordan.. goshooo... I'll be in Ms. Thornhills class 3 times! joyyyy. ha* Its not bad!
hmmm 1st period was a whole lota drama. Richelle & AP got into it. He left. Tiff & Mr. Godby got into it.. she left. Good lord!.. it was just terrible.
6th period I cooked.. n got it ALL over me. Yepp I didnt even realize it! hahha... it was bad. I felt like a little kid after I noticed all the cheese on my sleeve! Ohhh well :)

After school I went & got my car from moms work, cause she made me drive her stuid Blazer this morning it was  "bad" please. Then went and got my bbbbaaaaaaabbbbbbbbaaaaaa :)) wee!* came home and stuff.. Then went some places... got some chinese food because i cant go a day without it. lmao!.. im not even kiddin.. thats funny huh? yep.....

Hmmm, some things have really upset me the past day. Yeah.. people let people treat them like shit. yeaaaaaa shit!!!.... and then whenever you try and tell them the truth they get mad? I mean they could be saying the SAME exact thing about a person then whenever you say it they take up for em? wtf. thats stupid. Oh well... I mean it doesnt bother me.. Your always gonna have friends. Guys arent going to be around forever.. especially certain guys.. (ones who cheat, lie, & who are mean to you) ahh some people just dont care. I know what its like to care for someone.. but I dont think anyone should get to the point where they sit home CONSTANTLY because of someone..  oh well like i said.. friends will be around forever. Guys wont. Period.

hmm, Jena tagged me.... sooooo

5 things i like about her*
- she never has anything bad to say.
- always smilin!
- verrry funny
- always friendly
- verrrry pretty hair *woo

American Idol time biyatches :) last nights was fun-eee

some will come & some will pass
but the ones that mean something
will always always always last <3

Crazy, Bare-foot, Lovesick kids
with Fearless Hearts & Souls
I wanna grow young with you baby
Too young to ever grow old

sometimes you gotta put walls up//not to keep people out;but to see who cares enough to break them down

jealousy is a disease.
get well soon bitch =)